I was raised without understanding boundaries. The religion I grew up in had it feeling like I couldn’t say no. If I said no I would be abandoning blessings. I would be saying no to God. Just a couple months ago I had a realization “it’s hard for me to say no” I felt like the worst person on the planet when my sister asked me for some help while they were away and I told her I couldn’t. It felt like I was the worst brother and that our relationship would be rocky moving forward. I noticed patterns where I would hold onto the uncomfortable thought even after saying my stance until finally the time has passed and the event was finished. Causing me to pause my life as if I said yes to offering help. I wrote this song with this new profound perspective that I can say no. That I can live my life with that boundary and I don’t have to wait to carry life on until events have completed. I can say no to having it be perfect before deciding to go for it. I can just go for it. This is my life and I choose what helps me go.